Tuesday, April 15, 2014

"This is Africa"

"Every morning in Africa a gazelle awakens knowing it must run today faster than the fastest lion or it will be eaten. Every morning a lion awakens knowing it must outrun the slowest gazelle or it will starve. It matters not whether you are a gazelle or a lion, when the sun rises you better be running.” African Proverb, Unknown origin.

Since I have been here I have had so many questions. Why is it ok to beat your wife, why do people play into corruption, why do we sacrifice our patients health because we don’t want to “make them feel bad”, why is female genital mutilation still culturally acceptable? The response I always seem to get is “don’t worry my friend, this is Africa”. I cannot explain how tired I am of hearing this expression. My response back is, ok, I understand this is Africa, but, just because we are on this continent does not give us an excuse to compromise patient care, or, turn a blind eye to what is morally wrong, not to mention illegal.


Since I have last blogged I have had so many “this is Africa” moments. Just recently I was invited to work at a health camp in Kisumu Kenya. I was invited by the organization I worked with over Christmas, Maisha. Because it was termed a health camp, I was under the impression there would be other health care providers present. I was mostly wrong. There was a dentist and a hygienist from the States, as well as a Kenyan pharmacist and one other nurse. When I realized there was not a doctor present and I would be doing consultation, ordering labs, and prescribing medications I had mini melt down. In the states I am no way qualified to do this, but, hey, this is Africa, nurses become doctors. After I set some strict boundaries for what medications I was willing to prescribe the health camp began. I refused to prescribe anything that required consistent follow-up or more in depth lab work. Mostly, I was prescribing antimalarials, antibiotics, deworming medicaiton, pain medication and antifungals. Anything that I thought required more attention I immediately referred. I was definitely unconformable with the situation but I am so thankful to have worked these last several months at Tabaka Mission Hospital. I am beginning to realize how much I know about tropical medicine.
Maisha Medical Clinic.
 
Children playing with my stethoscope. We had a mini
class about listening to breath, bowl, and heart sounds. 
 
One of my beautiful patients.

Another one of my beautiful patients.
 
 

In addition, to working at Maisha’s health camp, I also had the opportunity to work in Nyalenda. Nyalenda is one of the largest slums in Kisumu. Maisha has an outreach program where they visit HIV patients; they make sure they are taking their medications and bring them food. HIV medication is paid for by the government, but, often these patients are too poor to visit a doctor or pay for any other medications. It’s sad because these patients’ problems don’t stop at HIV. There are a lot of other comorbidities that go along with this illness. In addition, all these patients are living in conditions that harbor and manifest disease. I would be surprised if any of them are tuberculosis free.


Although, I had never worked directly in a slum, I knew most of these patients would have other health concerns; therefore I packed my backpack with available medications, and set out with Maisha on their home visits. Since most of their patients were bed ridden we were required to walk through the slums to their individual shacks (shack is even too nice of word to describe their homes). These people live in little shacks crammed together, where the walls are crumbling around them, and they have no running water, electricity or ways of containing sewage. Walking in, the first thing I noticed was the smell, a stench of rancid, burning garbage, rotting animal corpses, and putrid water; the smell of a community in decay. The few foreigners that were with me were shocked by the conditions these people lived in. They couldn’t believe people lived like this, in fact, I could tell they were so uncomfortable I knew they immediately wanted to leave. Not to say that this experience wasn’t eye opening for me, but, I have been here long enough to know the only way to approach a situation like this is with blinders. I had specific patients to see. Being in dismay about my surroundings would not help my patients or my emotional stability, so, you are forced to press on. Like I had mentioned I expected these patients to be suffering from other conditions, so, I packed a bag of the donated medication from Maishas’ soon to be health clinic. You would have thought I solved the space time continuum, the Maisha social worker couldn’t believe I was back packing into the slums with a mini pharmacy. I guess no one had ever thought of that before. What a concept, bringing donated medicine and aid to people who truly can’t afford it.
Walking into the slum.

Nyalenda.
 
Nyalenda.
 
Nyalenda children.
 


I’m really not trying to criticize Maisha in any way by saying these things. But the harsh reality is organizations in developing countries lack resources, staff and the biggest thing, money! They are truly doing their best with what they have, but, it can always be improved. Maisha has so much potential if they could hire the appropriate staff. This is why I am such a supporter of investing long term in organizations such as Maisha, Tabaka, or even CMMB. Everyone’s willing to open their wallet when a disaster strikes but what about donating toward long term goals, long term education, long term health care or community development. By investing in their futures hopefully these organizations will grow and become self-sustainable.


Working in the slums was an experience! It was extremely heart wrenching but I really enjoyed it. There were a few situations I was extremely moved by. It always amazes me how thankful patients are. In addition, I was able to witness a church from Oklahoma City initiate a feeding program that would feed over eighty patients a day. One experience really affected me though. Short and simple I was visiting a patient who had HIV; her medications were paid for by the government, but, if taken without food they made her extremely ill. Maisha helps provide food for her and her family, but, it is not nearly enough to sustain life. However, her issue that day was not a lack of food but a lack of charcoal. The main food staple here is ugali, which is literally boiled water and maize flower. Without charcoal she had no way to cook her food. When asked about how much the charcoal cost she responded about 30 KSH. 30 KSH is about 40 cents. When you think about it 40 cents is the difference between her eating, taking her medication and surviving. 40 cents can mean the difference between life and death. If that’s not a sobering experience I don’t know what is.
A family I worked with in the slum.
 
Prescribing a patient antibiotics. Picture taken inside
his home.


Being here for five months now I have also had the pleasure of working with immigrations. When I first arrived in Kenya I was granted a tourist visa which lasted three months. The plan was to apply for my work permit and when grated I would not have to worry about renewing my visa or immigration laws. Having a work permit would allow me to legally live and work within the country for a year. But nothing can ever be easy in Kenya; after all, this is Africa.
 
When I realized no progress was being made on my work permit I went to renew my visa for another three months at the immigration office in Kisumu. If I walked into immigrations with the feeling of any self-righteousness it immediately disappeared. The first mistake I made was I went to immigrations by myself. I sat down in front of the immigration officer and simply told her I wanted to renew my visa. She immediately responded saying "we don’t do that". Innocently, I asked why? She proceeded to tell me that it was none of my business and by asking questions such as this it’s in violation of Kenya’s national security. Wow… that’s not a good way to start off with an immigration officer! She then asked for my passport. I handed it to her along will all my documents stating I have applied for a work permit and I’m still waiting to be accepted. She took one look at my passport and saw my visa had already expired. She made no comment on the documents I presented her with about my work permit. All she said was, “you are living illegally in the country” and proceeded to call her colleague. Calmly, I tried explaining to them according to immigrations in Nairobi and my NGO I was not in violation of my immigration status, because, I was in the process of receiving a work permit… which is the law here in Kenya. However, they wouldn’t listen to what I was telling them. All they kept telling me was, that I was here illegally, and then proceeded to call me dumb and blind because clearly my passport says I should have been out of the country by now. It was completely degrading and if I was in the States I would have snapped. Once again, I calmly tried to show them my documents about my work permit and tell them I was not in violation of my immigration status. I simply needed a stamp in my passport. The name calling and the yelling continued until they finally told me that I am not in Nairobi nor was my NGO here to protect me, then they threatened to arrest me. At that point, I got up, took my passport out of their hands, and walked as fast as I could away from immigrations. Once again any self-righteousness gone, situations like this make you realize it doesn’t matter what your skin color is, what country you come from, or even what NGO you work for, at the end of a day people here are corrupt and subject foreigners and even their citizens to harassment such as this to increase their personal salaries.
 
After that pleasurable experience in Kisumu, I immediately took a bus to Nairobi where I went to immigrations with a CMMB employee. In Nairobi renewing my visa couldn’t have gone smoother. Once everything was all said and done I was asked, “Why did you go to Kisumu to renew your visa?” I responded, “Because it’s closer than Nairobi.” My colleague then told me that was a mistake, because, the immigration office in Kisumu is the most corrupt office in Kenya. That would have been nice to know before nearly getting arrested.


After my trip to Nairobi I was relived to arrive back at Tabaka, I was tired of all the drama. Since I have been here I have remained relatively healthy but shortly after my Kisumu and Nairobi trip I became ill. At first I thought maybe I was getting a stomach flu, but, when I almost collapsed during doctor rounds I knew it was a little more than just a stomach bug. My entire body began to ache, my neck hurt, my head felt like it was going to explode, I had a fever, and some serious stomach discomfort. Immediately, one of the doctors put me on antimalarials, since symptomatically it looked like I had malaria. I finished the medication, but my condition did not improve, it actually got worse. I had never been so sick in my life ,and, I had no clue what was wrong. Worried, I had every doctor working on my case. Eventually I had several blood tests, one being a Widal test. Sure enough it came back reactive for Typhoid. How the heck do you get typhoid when you don’t drink the water and you are vaccinated against it? Somehow I managed. I was prescribed Cipro and my body is finally starting to feel better. However, the doctor who originally diagnosed me with Malaria had a lot to say about this typhoid diagnosis. He said “not possible” and I am trying to “overdose” myself on medication. What?!?! Who deliberately tries to overdose themselves on antibiotics? I was completely insulted; I’m not your typical uneducated patient that thinks everything a doctor says is correct. Plus, I know how to interpret these lab results and how an illness such as this should be treated.


I am finally back at work. But, being sick for two weeks, lying around like a sloth, gave me a lot of time to think about every possible way I could have contracted typhoid. I am thinking I got it from the fruits or vegetables; they are washed in the water that comes from the tap. So much for eating your veggies! Since I have recovered people keeping telling me “pole pole my friend (sorry sorry), but, this is Africa!”
This child is named Nicholas. Look at the raw emotion
expressed in this photo. His story could take up its own blog
post. I spent several days working with him. This is day one.

Nicholas the day I left. I wish I could spend more time
working with him. But, we are still able to communicate
on the phone. I hope to see him in July.

Maisha children.

Hippos in Lake Victoria. Photo taken in Kisumu.
 
Fishing boat in Kisumu.
 
I was also able to see the family my family sponsors.
They are doing well, however, Lawrence is a little
sick.
 
 
 
 

Friday, March 28, 2014

Kenya you are amazingly beautiful


“The only man I envy is the man who has not yet been to Africa – for he has so much to look forward to.” – Richard Mullin
I don’t know how much of Kenyan news makes it to the States, but, for those who follow international news don’t worry, I am safe. With the recent Westgate attack, Mombasa church shooting, demonstrations in Kisii town and the tribal disputes in Kisumu, it’s hard not to see Kenya as a country plagued by violence. However, like anywhere in the world, Kenya has its good qualities and bad. Therefore, I dedicate this post to all the amazingly beautiful things I see.  I could never do Kenya justice if I tried to describe its beauty… hopefully these photos can demonstrate how gorgeous this country and its people are.

Beautiful schoolgirls. Photo taken in Tabaka.
 
Children outside the hospital gate.
 
Child drawing on a wall with a rock.
Photo taken in Tabaka.

Lake Victoria.

Lake Victoria. They catch the fish from the lake
and lay them out to dry and then sell.

Flowers.
 
 
Child from the village.

Children from the village.

Lake Victoria.
 
Women carrying water from the lake.
 

My little rays of sunshine. They are discharge ins,
they constantly follow me around the hospital distracting
me from work.
 
I have found several pairs of TOMS since I have been here.
Go buy a pair, they are really sent to developing countries.
 
Woman selling fruit in the market.

Pots at the market.

Woman who practices Legio Maria. Very common
religious movement among the Lou tribe.
 
Buffalo. Photo taken at Masai Mara.

Elephant family.

Zebras. The rainy season is when most animals have
their babies.

Found a lion.
First wild lion I have ever seen!
 
Wildebeest.
 
Market in Kisumu. I have an obsession with buying fabric.
Still haven't made anything, but you never know,
maybe I will find a love for fashion design.

Meet Cleo Patrick, yes his name is Cleo Patrick!
He is such  an inspiration. Orphaned and trying to do
everything he can to go to school and support his siblings.

Children using a bucket as a drum.

Of course you see all the beautiful children, but what I love
about this photo is the child on the left. He is using sticks, string,
and two plastic pieces to make a toy. All materials were collected from the trash.
You are looking at a future engineer. 
 
 
 Video taken at Maisha in Kisumu.
 
I hope you enjoyed these photos as much as I did.  Also, I would like to thank every single person who has supported me throughout this experience. It really makes a difference when I receive messages and mail from my friends and family, I love you all!! If you like my work please go to my cmmb webpage and donate, I'm still trying to make it to $5,000. The link can be found a the top of the page called check out CMMB.
Finally, LHS, thank you for the beautiful article!
 
 
 
 
 

Saturday, March 22, 2014

Discharge in


“Every day many not be good… but there’s something good in every day”.

I have been working on the same ward for several months now. Many patients come and go just like hospitals in the States. However, if you do not have insurance or have the money to pay your hospital bills you cannot leave the hospital until you pay. We use the term “discharge in” to describe these patients. Every day you are a “discharge in” the bill continues to accumulate to cover the cost of your bed and food. Also, if you are a discharge in and you relapse, you will not be treated until you have cleared your previous bill. It’s a completely unethical way to address the situation, and, from what I have seen the hospital seems to lose more money by keeping patients hostage. Sometimes I see patients suffer right in front of my eyes because of this policy.

Because of this policy I have one patient I have grown very close to. Herin was admitted to my ward over three months ago for a massive wound to the left upper leg. I still don’t have a good history, but, when I asked her how it happened she said “it just did”. Look at the picture, wounds like this don’t just happen. We treated her for about a month, but, because the wound was still too large for a skin graft, we discharged her with instructions to go to her nearby clinic and receive alternate daily dressings. With no insurance, days pass and her family is nowhere to be found. She just tells me she doesn’t have money. I also come to learn her husband left her for another women because she is sick. Because she is a discharge in, all antibiotics, cleanings, and medication are stopped. She complains of pain and her dressing is soaked in puss. Finally, after a very intense conversation with the administration she is allowed to have ibuprofen, and receives alternate daily dressings. She continues to stay in my ward the next two months, her wound slowly heals.

About two weeks ago I noticed the lower part of her leg was swollen, hot and tender.  I begin to think abscess. Once again, I bring it to the doctor’s attention, but because she is a discharge in he says we can’t do anything. The doctor and I both try talking to the administration but they say no, “she must find money”.

Her wound continues to slowly heal, but I’m frustrated because a wound like this can take over a year to heal without grafting. Her abscess continues to be neglected.  Then, about a week ago an Italian surgeon came to visit Tabaka. Immediately, I showed him this patient and discussed her serious need for grafting. I asked him if he could speak with his Italian collages about this patient. Maybe he would be willing to do the surgery for free, and we could only charge her for the medication, and materials used. Success!!!! Italians have a good pull with each other. Herin received the surgery the same week.

Herin is still not well enough to go home but I can’t even begin to explain how happy I am for her. My job is full of so many sad moments that sometimes I need to take a step back and look at the positive. As if Herin finally getting a skin graft wasn’t good enough, the other day she told me something that meant the world to me. She told me thank you so much. I told her welcome and don’t worry about it. She then proceeded to say how she appreciates how I have taken care of her the last three months. Once again I tell her it’s no problem, I’m only doing my job. Lastly, she tells me I’m the one who helped her get the surgery she needed and without me the doctor would not have understood her financial problems.

Having a patient be so appreciative and express how much my actions meant to them is pretty special. I almost lost all hope for treatment, but, this just shows you can never lose hope, for you never know what the next day holds. This situation just shows the importance of advocating for your patients, even if it’s next to impossible to be heard… like it is in Kenya. Although, I feel like I was just doing my job, I know having someone stand up for her means more to her than I could ever comprehend. I can tell she now has hope for her future health. I’m so happy and blessed to be a part of her treatment.
 




 Warning graphic pictures below.

 

 

 

 
 
 
 
Herins wound 2 plus months ago



Post skin graft last week
 
Herin and I post skin graft
 


Saturday, March 1, 2014

"White Kenyan"


For some reason I am having a hard time writing another post. I don’t know exactly why, but, I think it’s because I am no longer startled by the things I see here. I am no longer finding Kenya as an exotic foreign country, but, I guess, I am starting to see Kenya for what it is.
Locals here are beginning to call me the “white Kenyan”. They say I am “not proud like the other whites”. That comment says a lot about how Kenyans perceive the white culture. I believe the word they are looking for is humble. They are also convinced I speak Kiswahili. However, knowing greetings and having the ability to make a few sentences does not make me fluent. Many of my coworkers are even offering to find me a husband, or be my husband, so I stay here. Their comments make me laugh, they act like I’m over the hill at age twenty-three. They don’t understand why I’m not married with a couple of kids by now. One of the doctors even told me I better get started because I need to worry about menopause. It’s just a totally different culture, children are not even a speck on my radar. It’s nice to be loved and accepted, but, I know I am not strong enough to live in a third world country forever. The longer I am away the more I love my country, and my health care system.

Even though I have no intention of finding a Kenyan spouse I do feel like I am becoming more attached and protective of my hospital and coworkers. Because Tabaka was established by the Camillianos (a catholic congregation from Italy) we have many Italians that visit Tabaka. They often stay about two weeks and leave. My ideas about volunteering are changing as a result of this. I see so many volunteers come and go in such a short time. Although their work is appreciated, they are soon forgotten, as if they never even came. Seeing this makes me more determined than ever not to be one of those types of volunteers. I love nursing but I want to do something more. At this point I believe the only way is through education. Ironically, I was just offered a clinical instructor position at Tabakas School of nursing. I have already accepted the position. I would like to say everything is set, but, the school and hospital lack structure and organization.  It’s frustrating because I feel like I have so much to offer.

Like I said we have many Italians here. The Italians have a very funny culture. They seem very clicky and most of them don’t speak English.  It’s very hard to relate, even harder than to the Kenyans. We have no way of communicating. They don’t speak English and I don’t speak Italian. Fortunately, I am familiar with Spanish which has actually helped me when trying to communicate. Despite the language barrier and the clickiness I have been determined to make the two younger Italians my friends. It’s still a working progress but slowly they are beginning to like me.
Italian visitors 
 
Work here is going good. I’m still working on the female medical surgical ward. I’m trying to spend my time between medical and surgical equally, but, because of the lack of nurses I am now managing the surgical side most days. Between medical and surgical my ward has 65 beds. Most days there are usually two nurses working and it is a struggle! One of the foreign doctors compares my ward to a refugee camp, many patients with few nurses. I still get frustrated with the staff but there are a few doctors I actually really respect. Both the surgical and medical doctor for my ward are excellent given their lack of resources.
Recently, I have been more frustrated with my patients. Often they try to tell me what to do, or tell me I’m doing my job wrong. They have a hard time understanding why I do things differently from the other nurses. In fact, the other day I had a patient’s family member literally scream at me because I wanted to confirm the placement of an NG tube before administering medication. In the US this is standard, we do it for safety reasons, but, I guess not in Kenya. I am also frustrated by seeing people die because of ignorance. For example, last week a child was admitted to our hospital because of dehydration due to vomiting and diarrhea. The child ended up dying, not because dehydration, but, because of sepsis. His family believed that if your child is dehydrated and vomiting you should remove all their teeth. As a result he ended up acquiring an infection which ultimately lead to his death. This is an extreme case but its reality here.
Amongst all the work I have been trying to keep myself busy during my days off. Tabaka is very small and has zero form of entertainment. However, I love walking around the village trying to communicate with the locals and children. Every time I leave the gates the children scream and call out mzungu mzungu. I love it, it’s probably what I’m going to miss the most once I leave this country. The children have also learned “mzungu mzungu, give me sweets”. Although I’m a huge sweet tooth I don’t usually carry around candy to give to children I don’t know. In my country that would be considered creepy, but here giving a child candy is completely normal. So, now I buy candy and pass it out when I can find a small group of children. Any group bigger than three you run the risk of being bombarded and running out.
"mzungu mzungu give me sweets"
 
Giving away candy
 
He loved my hat,
 excuse my awful hat hair
 
Beautiful Tabakan baby

He loved my camera

Also, I have officially started legitimate Kiswahili lessons, I don’t know how long it will last but I really appreciate the help. Fr Gabriel has decided to take me under his wing because right now I speak “kitchen Swahili”. Believe it or not in this region of Kenya many people do not speak proper Kiswahili, so I’m picking up a lot of shang (yes it’s called shang not slang). In addition, whenever I have the opportunity I try to visit Lake Victoria. The lake is actually very close but the roads are terrible so it takes forever to get there. I love the lake, it’s definitely on my top ten list of most beautiful places I have ever seen. Surrounded by beautiful green landscape, the lake is so big it looks like the ocean. Lake Victoria is literally heaven on earth to me in Kenya, I wish I could stay on the lake all the time.

In the village Nyagwethe

Nyagwethe children

Lake Victoria

Lake Victoria